only you

2010-02-26T17:49:00.003+08:00

why?why am i here? within 2 months of 2010 and many things have happened to me..i really wish i didnt exist... im sorry to all my friends who tried to cheer me up

2010-02-11T19:37:00.001+08:00

no one seriously...understands me

2010-02-08T19:53:00.000+08:00

我真的放不下。。。

2010-02-07T15:04:00.000+08:00

i know i can never let it go...

2010-02-07T00:03:00.001+08:00

i seriously hate this feeling...i wished time has gone back to jan...why must this happen?!

2010-02-05T17:58:00.000+08:00

my heart have just been stabbed...

2010-01-29T15:37:00.001+08:00

whats going to happen? :(

2010-01-25T20:13:00.000+08:00

i miss you :(

2010-01-20T16:52:00.000+08:00

i promise you i wont emo again :)

2010-01-08T21:36:00.001+08:00

why is it sometimes i can cheer ppl up,yet i cant cheer myself up?

2010-01-08T20:05:00.001+08:00

maybe its just my imagination

2009-12-30T21:30:00.001+08:00

sad...slightly piss and angry..what to do?sigh

2009-12-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

4 ulcers...

2009-12-09T12:10:00.001+08:00

沒有你的愛,這個我只是一半

2009-12-06T15:38:00.000+08:00

i hate me...

2009-11-29T21:39:00.000+08:00

i dont want to leave

2009-11-16T13:34:00.000+08:00

maybe its true, i cant live without you

2009-11-15T18:23:00.001+08:00

life sucks without you )=

2009-10-30T18:26:00.001+08:00

2009-10-29T17:01:00.002+08:00

i dont have the guts to talk to her anymore ):

Close

Across the miles it's funny to me
how far you are but how
near you seem to be
I could talk all night
just to hear you breathe
I could spend my life
just living this dream
You're all I'll ever need
You give me strength
You give me hope
You give me someone to love someone to hold
When I'm in your arms
I need you to know
I've never been
I've never been this close
With all the loves
I used to know
I kept my distance
I never let go
But in your arms I know I'm safe
'Cause I've never been held
And I've never been kissed
in this way
Ohhh You're all I'll ever need
You're all I'll ever need
You give me strength
You give me hope
You give me someone to love someone to hold
When I'm in your arms
I need you to know
I've never been
I've never been this close
Close enough to see it's true
Close enough to trust in you
Closer now than any words can say
- yeah
And when
when I'm in your arms
I need you to know
I've never been
I've never been this close
You give me strength
You give me hope
You give me someone to love someone to hold
When I'm in your arms
I need you to know
I've never been
I've never been
Oh no I swear
I've never been
I've never been this close

isnt this song meaningful?

2009-10-28T21:55:00.001+08:00

hais i guess we wont talk again...

2009-10-27T21:00:00.000+08:00

WHERE ARE YOU?!!

2009-10-26T11:56:00.000+08:00

sorry

2009-10-16T19:38:00.001+08:00

fk the tard who stole her wallet!!! __

2009-10-11T14:35:00.001+08:00

dead blog...dun come again

2009-09-26T12:24:00.001+08:00

when will this emo side of me go away ? ):

2009-09-11T13:38:00.000+08:00

whats happening to me?):

2009-08-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

我知道我什么都不能做，我只希望你能天天快乐

2009-08-25T20:12:00.000+08:00

i can never stop emoing...

2009-08-17T21:17:00.001+08:00

grr...why why why do i feel like giving up on my studies...now having headache after emaths ): i dun wish to fail anymore...can someone help me??

2009-08-17T18:00:00.001+08:00

iloveluna

2009-08-15T21:27:00.001+08:00

why does it hurt so much?):

2009-08-14T22:42:00.001+08:00

why must stupid things always happen to me? ):

2009-08-13T16:00:00.001+08:00

am i really hopeless? ):

2009-08-07T16:35:00.002+08:00

hais...life is miserable!!! why am i like this?

2009-08-04T22:13:00.003+08:00

im fking pissed with chem tutor man...anyhow arrange time and i said i will cfm with him and he had to reply this 'i had alr arrange for you tmr it must continue! ' FUCK IT MAN CANT U ASK ME WHETHER IM FREE?!!!

2009-08-02T00:07:00.002+08:00

everyday is like so irritating..many things happening...bbal tio kp by some noob...i know i suck but u are worse! i shall improve!!!
i hate emooooooooooo D= imy T.T

2009-07-30T22:56:00.001+08:00

how i'd wish we could go back in time ):

2009-07-28T22:19:00.001+08:00

if only the day i've been waiting will come...

2009-07-27T20:07:00.001+08:00

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever

):

2009-07-26T21:50:00.002+08:00

WAAAAAAAAAA LIVERPOOL 5-0 LOLS!!! this is stupid! im searching for something ALL AROUND! SOMEBODY HELP ME!!! LOL

2009-07-25T00:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYU!! haha...stay happy forever! (:

2009-07-24T13:52:00.001+08:00

yay! 1 more day!! just a few hours only (:

2009-07-23T15:43:00.000+08:00

2 MORE DAYS!!!

2009-07-22T19:43:00.000+08:00

COUNT DOWN! 3 DAYS!

2009-07-18T13:33:00.002+08:00

life is nothing without u ):
为什么这世界会有孤单？

2009-07-17T20:27:00.001+08:00

i had a bad day today in schl...with frens and teachers...
if only i can control my temper and attitude ):
emoing really sucks!
die jason ang!

2009-07-16T21:03:00.001+08:00

been bballing these few days and i suck ):
been emoing as well and all i can say is i really hate jason ang!

2009-07-15T20:15:00.001+08:00

好寂寞):

2009-07-14T19:52:00.000+08:00

NO CUTTING OF HAIR FOR THIS TERM!!!

2009-07-10T17:55:00.000+08:00

i know i cant do anything now...
i hope u will forgive me soon...

2009-07-08T20:03:00.001+08:00

我的生命已经失去了意义。

2009-07-06T21:40:00.001+08:00

why have i felt that i have lost 2 of the most important people in my life.....

2009-07-04T20:08:00.002+08:00

where did i go wrong? i really miss those times we spent together chatting...but now i don't think it can ever happen again..)= i miss you........

2009-06-23T12:39:00.002+08:00

why is my everyday life so lonely?!
i always felt left out and no one cares...
sometimes i really wished i wasn't in this world..
my heart hurts.. :'(

2009-06-12T10:56:00.000+08:00

bye bloggie

2009-05-23T22:42:00.002+08:00

gosh! i so miss camp man! i miss the fun and experience i had there...learnt to never give up! no matter wad distractions there are or obstacles...i just have to stay strong and fight hard to overcome them!!! gosh...i really dont know wad to say about this camp...it is seriously meaningful and i think its a pity some people find excuses not to go for the camp.
choices have consequences
NO failure ONLY learning experiences
do it ONCE,do it FAST,do it RIGHT
All for one,one for all
if i can't then i must!!!
althought it was tough,everybody pulled through and had lots of fun,i bet everyone wants to attend another similar camp right??haha! GOO PANTHERS! LOL PM Zhijun and Daryl are the best!! i really appreciate the school for letting us join this camp!!! OMG LOL!!!

2009-05-17T00:09:00.003+08:00

exams are over...yet i dont feel happy,satisfied...hais..i think im gonna flunk mye...and get scolded by parents again! worse thing is i hate being accused by mr siva for saying i never study for MYE...wtf.i did study la!!..suddenly i feel teachers very unreasonable..maybe i really got poor results,but that doesnt mean i didnt study hard or prepare well for exams ! im not sure if i can cope well...imagine my life...is all studies...6 tuitions?? does anyone have more than me? maybe is becos there have been construction and drilling noises all around my house,or is it that i didnt try my best? i dont know what to do!!!im seriously very tired of my life..

2009-05-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

why am i so emooo

2009-04-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

hais...feel like punching someone in the face!

2009-04-28T20:06:00.001+08:00

T.T

2009-04-24T17:18:00.001+08:00

whatcanidonow?

2009-04-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

我好想你 =(

2009-04-16T20:41:00.001+08:00

Xin Fu Bu Mie - Luo Zhi Xiang

2009-04-15T20:15:00.003+08:00

bloody hell!!! dam pissed today by a sec 4 guy called jiawen. as if he big like tat,tall nia.play rough in bbal somemore.insult people,make them buaysong.then he buay song? lameshit lor.buay song throw ball at me.knn.fine la i go pick the ball.nabei.2nd time he check me i purposely throw hard back to him.. he still wan check then throw up high,i catch lor then throw up high oso la since he so tall.noobshit.cant catch go take the ball wan throw at me?! u think u who sia,wan fight me ar? think i scared? bloody asshole...next time think before u tok la.

2009-04-14T21:12:00.002+08:00

没原因就是喜欢你
在初次相遇有重逢的心情
深呼吸让心动隐形
完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气
等我等你放下你的犹豫
嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白你做的决定

cause i believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音

没原因就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋天空般的心情
你前进看着你背影
就足够世界无条件的放晴

你如果已爱上他的姓名
爱如果已没有我的空隙
嘿只要你可以永远开心
我会情愿渐渐被忘记

cause i believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你

oh i believe cause i believe那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因
oh i believe 你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

2009-04-13T21:37:00.001+08:00

hais, i wish i can be a happy person...but everyday i jus keep emoing,feeling irritated especially now... )=

ireallymissyou!whencanwebesameasbefore?
someonepleasetellmewhaticando!

2009-04-10T16:41:00.003+08:00

SUPER PEKCEK LA! hate my fking life...everything suaysuaysuay!
T.T

2009-04-09T12:36:00.001+08:00

hais,having so much problems with elearning...i guess thats the consequence for not listening in class...i shldnt think so much for now, exams are coming. Im gonna work hard!

2009-04-03T22:49:00.003+08:00

__ EVERYTHING IS GOING SO WRONG!! i've been pekcek these few days... and about today, bloody jason phuah...u better watch out.stop acting big and pro.kpkb so much for wad.u think u king ar? president ar? u are nth but a guai lan asshole....stay away frm my frens and ZIP ur bj mouth!

2009-03-27T22:26:00.004+08:00

lmao me and nicky in robo!

yo people! lmao so long nv update liao...super lazy...now become dead blog le.OMG! =.= im so freaking tired...cfm fail 2.4 la kns. T.T

hais...shall update next time lur.very tired.time to dota!

bye...

missingyou

2009-03-17T21:06:00.001+08:00

terribly sick! high fever,sore throat...yet still down here blogging! fuck! i just want to stay online as long as possible..

ineedyou

2009-03-14T21:18:00.002+08:00

o.o today,slacked during tuition...sian.dun feel like tuitioning and was darn sleepy! after that went bbal with hongyi,justin,jingyu,xinxing...and there was so many balls to catch for rebound...and xin xing ball flew....bang the board...and poof bang my face...zzz.now got a stupid cut near my eye...grrr super pain!!! i think it is near my scar there,which disappeared le...then came home...bathe liao then cher say not coming cos she sick...aiyo i could've stayed for bbal...but nvm...bye

lonelyboyboy misses you...

2009-03-12T15:47:00.002+08:00

HELLO!!! LOL today was such a funny day...hahaha.FIRST! during recess, trying to use the pole hit joel..then i said just kick him.so i raise my feet but nv kick him lur...and i slipped and fell! LOL lameshit lor.... we laughed like hell! HAHA... then went kfc have lunch,darren tan's cheese fries dropped and tio paul's bag...so...nvm he wipe the cheese off.then paul eat his cheese fries,and it dropped from the fork...his bag tio again..LOL! then worst is...we talk and talk until he forget that the cheese fries still on the floor then he go step! HAHAHAH super kisiao...paul and cheese got rivalry lor! LOLS
oh gosh tmr friday 13...sports carnival! DIE...pls win m1 LOL

2009-03-09T17:12:00.003+08:00

yay! sports carnival is coming...1st game against m1 LOL lets hope L1 can win the 1st match...at least =.= haha! hung lung C,han wei PF, darren tan/sze kai/me either pg/sf/sg LOL haven decide...sigh. anyway so bored lol.

missyou

2009-03-07T11:48:00.002+08:00

these few days have been...sian.stupid ulcer on my tongue.so pain..hard to eat..dam! sian i wan go out... BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

whereareyou

2009-03-03T21:33:00.002+08:00

My head hurts! i dont know why...so fucking..when i move then it will hurt.i hope i'll be alright soon.i dun want to be sick again.sigh...unable to complete chinese...die. tomorrow must finish in school..

missyasomuch,pain is gone when i c u

2009-03-02T22:28:00.001+08:00

THIS IS US! lols.... i look so retard.... but what the heck! we love soccer! xD

2009-03-02T16:56:00.001+08:00

I'm SUPER SICK!!!

sigh...bored,sick to death.gotta rush chinese hwk.i dun wish to be absent from schl tmr! must hand in work!! grr....
need you alot! ):

2009-03-01T18:54:00.002+08:00

sigh...y cant people be always happy..y is there sad in the vocabulary. this is stupid.my life sucks! all i get is torture...mum scold scold scold...non stop i say will tidy my room then she will 5 min later scold again.zzz.worse is my chem tuition cher i tell him im sick and postpone tuition.HE DUN WAN cbye. say last minute cancellation he dun wan...and will do lightwork.his lightwork is actually the work i always do in his class lor somemore how he wan me say when i will sick de...impossible for me to say yesterday right? i today sick of cos today tell him la walao! talk so much i had to endure 2 hrs of sian lesson...CRAP! now im going to be alone at home .finally some peace! but no one to tok to ): sad...

2009-02-28T19:53:00.003+08:00

YOSH! hello,today is saturday.suppose to be dam sian day but it turned out to be SHIOK! hahaha.cut my hair,dam it short fringe!!!!!!!!!!grr... today both tuitions cancelled and went out with khai,diko,asyraf,yee kiat,elvis,syafiq,vanguard,asyur,rizuan,dominic,daniel and rolu. lol went to play soccer! on the way...met luzerne gosh! hes so tall lor....1 head taller than me,shuai,soccer player! lols...but i didnt call him to play just said hi.haha. then when i walk away,i didnt realise rachel sister was there!!! gr... but heng i think dominic told me lol so i turned around then she also say hi..hahas.on the way i saw my tuition mate lol a chio bu.but didnt say hi. we went dont know where to play soccer like 5- 10 minutes then it started to rain...walao we had to rush to void deck and heng our mac meal not wet.we are crazy...cos we went to play under the superrrrr heavy rain! LOL shiok man...floor is slippery and we were all drenched! cool lor...i scored goals as a keeper! hahas...then we go home,we felt our temperature like high.now i feel so sick and weak... hais my mom cook fried rice how am i suppose to eat!! =.= hope tomorrow afternoon tuition cancelled since tomorrow morning tuition cancelled le. YAY! my teachers sick,my friends sick, im sick!

bye

2009-02-28T12:51:00.001+08:00

YOSH!!! TODAY IS FREE DAY NO TUITIONS FINALLY !!!! XD

im blogging

2008-12-19T12:13:00.001+08:00

Hi all,this is my blog!
made it for fun,rmb to tag b4 u leave hor.ty